Since our breakup, we haven't kissed (quotations insinuated). Our usual elbow kisses seem demoted to elbow bumps, as in, elbows are jutted to each other, but not instinctually. 99% of the time, I initiate, and I'm not expecting a kiss, but I never get one anyway. He'll lift his elbow in response, but we don't touch them together like an actual elbow bump (hence, the kisses demoting). He even seems reluctant unless there's a window between us.
My love life is fucking weird. But I wouldn't trade it in for anything.